HALLOWEEN

WELL HALLOWEEN IS HERE, I'M DRESS AS A CAT, MEOW, TANNER IS WOODY FROMM TOY STORY. WE WENT TO THE CHURCH FOR A HALLOWEEN PARTY. BOO! BOO! HAPPY HALLOWEEN, I MISS MERRILL, A LOT.
BRING WORKING HARD AND TIRED A LOT. IT SEEM THAT I FEEL WARN DOWN ALL THE TIME. I HAD A GOOD BIRTHDAY KIND A. WELL THE SATURDAY AFTER WAS GOOD HAD A BIRTHDAY PARTY WITH MY GRANDSON KALEB WHO TURNED 6 YEARS OLD THE DAY AFTER MY BIRTHDAY. AT KARL'S AND CARRIE'S HOUSE. WAS SICK ON MY BIRTHDAY, BUT MY FRIEND KEITH CAME AND GOT ME ANY WAY AND BROUGHT ME A BIRTHDAY CAKE.
LOVE ALL OF YOU

FOOT SURGERY

HELLO EVERYONE, I KNOW IT'S BEEN A WHILE SINCE I WROTE. BUT I THOUGHT I WOULD TELL YOU ALL, THAT ON THURSDAY OF THIS WEEK I'M GOING TO HAVE A BONE REMOVED ON RIGHT FOOT ON MY LITTLE TOE. I GOT A BLISTER BETWEEN MY LITTLE TOE AND THE OTHER ONE AND IT WOULD NOT HEAL. SO I WENT AND SEEN THE FOOT DOCTOR AND HE TOOK X-RAYS AND SHOULD A BONE SPUR THAT NEEDS TO BE REMOVED SO MY TO AND GET BETTER.
I HOPE EVERY ONE IS DOING GOOD. I GOT TWO THANK YOU LETTERS FROM TOM AND LAURA FOR THEIR BIRTHDAY CARD THAT I SENT THEM. AND A MESSAGE TELLING ME NEIL AND HIS FAMILY ARE GOING FOR THE SUMMER. I WISH I COULD GO. HOPE EVERYONE IS DOING GOOD.
LOVE IRIS

MAY 4TH MERRILL'S BIRTHDAY 2010

MAY 4TH MERRILL'S, BIRTHDAY 2010, PLEASE GOD, HELP ME MAKE IT THOUGH THIS DAY, IF ME STRENGTH AND WISDOM . I WOKE UP THIS MORNING CRYING. I DO MISS HIM, AND I LOVE MY CHILDREN EVEN MERRILL'S, AND ALL THE GRANDCHILDREN EVEN THE ONES I DON'T GET TO SEE AND THE ONES THAT DON'T KNOW THAT I'M THEIR GRANDMA. THANK YOU FOR MY FRIEND KEITH, AND BRING HIM BACK IN TO MY LIFE AGAIN. HE IS SO LOVED, I WANT MORE PLEASE DEAR LORD, REACH IN HIS HEART AND HAVE OTHER'S PRAY FOR ME. I'M THANKFUL FOR MY FAMILY AND MERRILL'S. BYE FOR HOW. LOVE IRIS

PNEUMONIA

WELL, I HAVE PNEUMONIA, THIS IS THE SECOND WEEK OF WORK I'LL MISS, I BEEN GETTING SHOTS ALL LAST WEEK. FINISH THE ANTIBIOTIC"S, YESTERDAY I GO BACK TO THE DOCTOR'S FRIDAY TO SEE IF I CAN GO BACK TO WORK NEXT WEEK. I HOPE SO I MISS THE LITTLE KIDS I WORK WITH AND THEIR SMILES.
MY FRIEND'S SISTER HUSBAND DIED YESTERDAY MORNING, I SEND MY PRAYERS TO SHERRY, AND HER FAMILY. AND MAY GOD WATCH OVER HER AT THIS TIME. AND GIVE HER STRENGTH THAT SHE NEEDS TO GET THOUGH IT ALL.
I MISS SPENDING TIME WITH MY FRIEND KEITH, THIS PAST WEEK. WELL I HOPE EVERYONE IS DOING OK. AND ELNA, I HOPE THE OPERATION GOES WELL FOR YOU ON YOUR BACK. LOVE IRIS
P.S. IT SUCKS BEING GROUNDED TO THE HOUSE.

MY GRANDDAUGHTER SIERRA

HI EVERYONE: MY GRANDDAUGHTER SIERRA, WAS BAPTIZE TODAY AT 3:00 BY KARL. SHE IS MICHAEL'S DAUGHTER. IT WAS A WONDERFUL EXPERIENCE, SHE HER BAPTIZE. I KNOW THAT HER GRANDFATHERS WERE WATCHING HER OVER FROM HEAVEN. SHE IS A SPECAIL GRANDDAUGHTER, I CALL HER MY LITTLE PRINCENESS.
SO I MISS YOU GUYS THE OTHER DAY, I HOPE YOU HAD A WONDERFUL VISIT WITH EACH OTHER DAY. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOYCE.
LOVE IRIS
P.S. I WILL GET PICTURES AND PUT THEM ON LATER SO YOU CAN SEE THEM

CHRISTMAS

THIS IS A PICTURE OF ME AND MY FRIEND AT MY FAMILY CHRISTMAS PARTY 2009

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THIS IS A PICTURE OF ME THAT MY FRIEND TOOK OF ME

EXHAUSTED

HELLO EVERYONE, WELL I THOUGHT I WOULD WRITE DOWN MY FEELINGS AND TELL EVERYONE HOW I'M DOING. I'M EXHAUSTED, I DON'T GET ENOUGH SLEEP, EVEN WHEN THE DOCTOR HAS GIVEN ME MEDICINE TO HELP ME SLEEP. THINGS HAVE NOT BEEN GOING SO GREAT AROUND HERE. MICHAEL DOES NOT LIVE HERE RIGHT NOW BUT HIS WIFE AND SON DOES. SOMETHINGS HAPPEN THAT HE HAD TO BE ARRESTED, BUT HE IS OUT OF JAIL, AND GOES TO COURT THURSDAY, AT 10:00, I WILL BE GOING WITH HIM. I DON'T KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN, I JUST HOPE THE JUDGE DOES NOT PUT HIM BACK IN JAIL. I ALREADY HAVE ONE SON IN PRISON, AND THE THOUGHT OF ANOTHER ONE IS TOO MUCH TO BARE, I BEEN PRAYING FOR HIS SAFENESS .
I LOVE MY SON'S SO MUCH, AND SOMETIMES I WONDER WHAT I DID WHEN THEY WERE YOUNGER TO MAKE THEM TURN OUT LIKE THEY DID. DON'T GET ME WRONG I JUST WANT THINGS TO BE DIFFERENT FOR THEM THE BEST .
I SOMETIMES WISH I COULD TAKE ALL THEIR PAIN AWAY, LIKE JESUS DID FOR US. BUT I KNOW I CAN'T CHANGE THE PASS. AND THAT THEY ARE RESPONISEABLETY FOR THEIR ACTIONS NOW.
I JUST WISH THEY WOULD GO TO SOME COUNSELING, AND GET HELP.
I LOVE YOU ALL. AND I JUST WANT MY BLOOD PRESSURE STAY DOWN, MAYBE AFTER COURT IT WILL SETTLE DOWN. AND THINGS WILL GET BETTER.
I HOPE YOU ARE ALL STILL READING THINGS I WRITE DOWN. AND WILL ANSWER BACK.
LOVE IRIS