MY GRANDDAUGHTER SIERRA

HI EVERYONE: MY GRANDDAUGHTER SIERRA, WAS BAPTIZE TODAY AT 3:00 BY KARL. SHE IS MICHAEL'S DAUGHTER. IT WAS A WONDERFUL EXPERIENCE, SHE HER BAPTIZE. I KNOW THAT HER GRANDFATHERS WERE WATCHING HER OVER FROM HEAVEN. SHE IS A SPECAIL GRANDDAUGHTER, I CALL HER MY LITTLE PRINCENESS.
SO I MISS YOU GUYS THE OTHER DAY, I HOPE YOU HAD A WONDERFUL VISIT WITH EACH OTHER DAY. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOYCE.
LOVE IRIS
P.S. I WILL GET PICTURES AND PUT THEM ON LATER SO YOU CAN SEE THEM

CHRISTMAS

THIS IS A PICTURE OF ME AND MY FRIEND AT MY FAMILY CHRISTMAS PARTY 2009

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THIS IS A PICTURE OF ME THAT MY FRIEND TOOK OF ME

EXHAUSTED

HELLO EVERYONE, WELL I THOUGHT I WOULD WRITE DOWN MY FEELINGS AND TELL EVERYONE HOW I'M DOING. I'M EXHAUSTED, I DON'T GET ENOUGH SLEEP, EVEN WHEN THE DOCTOR HAS GIVEN ME MEDICINE TO HELP ME SLEEP. THINGS HAVE NOT BEEN GOING SO GREAT AROUND HERE. MICHAEL DOES NOT LIVE HERE RIGHT NOW BUT HIS WIFE AND SON DOES. SOMETHINGS HAPPEN THAT HE HAD TO BE ARRESTED, BUT HE IS OUT OF JAIL, AND GOES TO COURT THURSDAY, AT 10:00, I WILL BE GOING WITH HIM. I DON'T KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN, I JUST HOPE THE JUDGE DOES NOT PUT HIM BACK IN JAIL. I ALREADY HAVE ONE SON IN PRISON, AND THE THOUGHT OF ANOTHER ONE IS TOO MUCH TO BARE, I BEEN PRAYING FOR HIS SAFENESS .
I LOVE MY SON'S SO MUCH, AND SOMETIMES I WONDER WHAT I DID WHEN THEY WERE YOUNGER TO MAKE THEM TURN OUT LIKE THEY DID. DON'T GET ME WRONG I JUST WANT THINGS TO BE DIFFERENT FOR THEM THE BEST .
I SOMETIMES WISH I COULD TAKE ALL THEIR PAIN AWAY, LIKE JESUS DID FOR US. BUT I KNOW I CAN'T CHANGE THE PASS. AND THAT THEY ARE RESPONISEABLETY FOR THEIR ACTIONS NOW.
I JUST WISH THEY WOULD GO TO SOME COUNSELING, AND GET HELP.
I LOVE YOU ALL. AND I JUST WANT MY BLOOD PRESSURE STAY DOWN, MAYBE AFTER COURT IT WILL SETTLE DOWN. AND THINGS WILL GET BETTER.
I HOPE YOU ARE ALL STILL READING THINGS I WRITE DOWN. AND WILL ANSWER BACK.
LOVE IRIS